..MeMoRiEs…

Its been a long time since i last blog..Hmmmm…7 years ago, studied there (Pei Yuan) for 6 years and now..im back not being a student but as a temporary teacher..teaching there for almost 4 months…its my ambition to be a teacher since I was small but now..maybe still is but…still considering..students nowadays are not like last time..remember last time,we never dare to be naughty n make fun with our teachers..time changed and the students nowadays..hmmmm..my std.2 student saw me out to pasar malam with my ‘boy friend’and ask bout it,told the whole class and even ask me out to pasar malam!!!OMG!!!!do you believe it???Children at 90’s and 2000 dare to ask and say this kind of things to their teacher..or mayb..I look like their sisters more than their teacher..although being a teacher is kinda STRESS but im happy also..seeing those students you teach,learn kinda fast n did well in exams is the happiest thing for a teacher I think [although I know im not good in teaching but ‘dai lou lei sheung dim wo’(big bro what you expect oo)!!!i got no professional training de oo :p]..Seeing their cute, handsome, pretty, mischievous and childish acts will make me happy n laugh every time I go in the class especially going into class 1D n 2C…

Today is teachers day…HAPPY TEACHERS DAY (to me) first time celebrating this special event…got many presents from them.. the students are really lovely and cute…I wonder which student sent me a card writing 神 instead of 沈..Im not GOD le..its SIM!!!Maybe to you I am(GOD) la..hahaha..but I need to find out which of you guys send me this card without writing your BIG NAME in it..Anyways thanks very much to all my students that gave me the present.I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!!! (’’,) thanks!!! One more month to go..i think ill be leaving le..haihzz..really don’t feel like leaving. I’ll sure miss their faces n acts very much..ALL THE BEST to you guys!!!Dont be naughty anymore le and hope you guys will get to find a teacher that can share your jokes n ‘problems’ with..ILL MISS YOU GUYS VERY VERY MUCH!!!!Hope you all will REMEMBER ME ALWAYS!!!!sobzzz.. :‘(

i really dont know how to start this blog..i just cant accept the fact that JUNLONG sms me yesterday!”he just passed away" tis is the message i received from him..i really hardly believe it!just an hour ago,JUNLONG told me that he got an accident and is in hospital..i called him and asked about his condition..he just say that he got an accident and hit a post,havent wake up..never told me that he’s critical or in ICU!the sky already starts raining at by the time bout 7.15..

few minutes later,waishan called me and say the same thing to me..so does steven..later spread the news to all of our friends,all asked me am i kidding..i hope im kidding too..but the fact is…IM NOT!!!

my tears kept falling down..cant control..memories kept appearing on my mind..just that morning he just finished teasing me..and now he‘d gone forever!!really cant accept it!!we have know each other since we were in kindergarten until now..though we aint in the same primary school..

why you left us like that??without saying anything!!miss your smile,miss your laughter,miss your voice,miss your teasing and so on..they kept appearing on my mind..all this things just like happened just now..we miss you alot!we love you!really cant afford to lose you!and i cant accept the class without your apprearance!never felt so hurt and sad before..

why life is so fragile!why we didnt appreciate each other when we’re alive!to my friends out there im sorry if i did any mistake or wrong things to you all..hope we’ll be friends again before we regret someday..

to our beloved LOU SAI KIT!!you‘ll always in my heart and mind and our memories will not fade away till the end i die!!Rest In Peace and may YOU be blessed…

just realise that my blog is already 1 year old and im already 18!!so fast 1 year has gone..

26 AUGUST 2006 waited for the someone to call me at 11.57 p.m. until 1.30 a.m. but no call was from the someone..i know that the someone is either busy with the projects or too sleepy sleep already..hmmm at least the someone scare that i’ll get mad and quickly sms me once wake up at 7.30 a.m. to tell you the truth,you woke me up!!but nevermind..kinda happy to receive your message..thankz for chatting with me yesterday[happie!!('',)]though is suppose you to call me instead of me..but its ok!!if got much credit,i’ll call you again de..haih..dont always promise me la kie??sometimes cant stand de!!now just can listen only but when you did at least one promise..i’ll sure very very happy de!!i know i know!is the matter of time!you always say so!nevermind de..I’LL WAIT!!NO MATTER HOW LONG!!

a little boy called me that day..i never expect he’ll call..who is that little boy??my god brother jenn chyi!!he even sang 2 birthday songs to me..so sweet la him..thankzz…the 2 voice message are still in my voice mail box..keke..thankz to the gang that celebrate with me yesterday though i know is kinda boring..thought ah choo will come out..thankz to mr. k.j.haur!!because scare his tooth will like mr. ‘pork’!!haha..so scare to lose!hmmm..thankz to those who wish,send message and testi to me..though some of them just know them a few months..to my friend that celebrate next saturday + wake me up at 1 something..hope to know what happened..and thankz for being scared.. you know what i mean..keke

to shaw,my jimui!i cant go to singapore next year because 27 falls on monday!keke..will have the chance to celebrate de k??take care!everything will be alright!may GOD bless you!miss ya lots..and the someone also!!you both fast fast come back ah!!!

huh?im really blur now..really really blur with what had happened to me..CONFUSING!!!why will people like to say things inverse what happend??why will people like to spread news without evidence and why will people trust rumours and listen what people had said to them without trusting their own best friend???why there are such people in this world who never admits what he/she had did in the past and pretend that they are innocent in everything that they had did and happened??they’re are just jealous with what someone had and have..i never want anything from anyone and just be a normal me!why you still dont want to let go!why you’re still haunting me??you’re just jealous of me or what??just tell me??dont go spread rumours in kampar town ok??anyway..thankz for your concern in your message wo..lolz!

HolIdAyZz..

get myself holiday on thursday(25/5) because need to have my last driving lesson before my real test..after the lesson in ipoh,asked uncle to send me to kinta city to meet up with bro..watched the Da Vinci at 11.30 then Xmen3(the last stand) at 2.30..then went home..

friday(26/5) my driving test..really scare at first..so many people were there to have their test..luckily Miin Tyng took the test on the same day with me..really scare after the sloop,’tiga penjuru’ and the parking test..its time 2 ‘long kai’!OMG!really scare the ‘pemeriksa’ will fail me!he didnt say a word..haih..finally arrive back to the place..dont dare to see the paper until i step out from the car..still shivering after i went out..really very very scare..luckily i passed..went out yumcha with mai,keanye and simon at night at 21th..plan 2 go kl on thursday or friday..

saturday(27/5)went out to have breakfast with shaw at pasar..sat there for about 2 hours i think..asked her to follow me to kl..then called aunt see where are they coz following them 2 penang..went there for 3 days 2 night..

thrursday(1/6)went kl with shaw only..both chat all the way..its such a long time never chat with her..arrive at kl met him..quite happy when we met..shop for 2 days with shaw..went 2 days to KLCC..1st day went Kuala Lumpur City Centre(suria)..2nd day went Kuala Lumpur Conventional Centre(book fair) bought a book there..went back yesterday..quite tired..whole body pain when wake up today..maybe walk too much and didnt slept well..thats all for my first week holidays..bout my second week means today onwards..i think i’ll better stay at home and prepare for my studies loo..no more trip lo..but 2 more weeks will go back there lo..lolz…yeaH!

           Today is my fifth day to work..just came back few hours ago..work half day today..uhhh…so damn boring working there!!where i work??where is there??sorry ah..forget to mention..its at mambang diawan…mambang diawan where??so big??aiyoyo!its a factory opposite the ‘koon yum miu’..still dont know where then i cant help you la..back to my job la..always got to face 0-9..i mean numbers la..aiyoyo..very ’sien’ de..all those amount also big big de..haih…not rattan stock jau those spraying stock not spraying stock jau those staples stock..many stock la..got 5 files la..all also thick thick de..OMG!!

FIRST DAY sit there..got many things need to write in the stock book..then after lunch come back..uhhh!!!nothing to do!!actually got la..count the salary things..got to devide then add up then tolak again..uhh..so many steps..count count count..until 3 something..then..know what i did??i slept!!really nothing to do la..first day already like that(sleep)..then the following days ‘mai’ die??

SECOND DAY what did i do ah?i also forget…ahhh…i remember..i was taken to the factory to walk around there..then went to the store and see where the stock were placed..

THIRD DAY…went to store check all the stock..see how many box of staples were left..after checking..went back to office again..they say i did things too fast..OMG!too fast??i already purposely check slowly ge la..haih…then in the afternoon they tought me how to fill in the application leave form for those workers outside..just two of them came in to take leave only because of HAJI..haih..then slept awhile again..really nothing to do la!is it very good leh?can sleep haha..but me also ‘ng hou yi si’ de..but they also like that..just awhile only la..its ok de..keke..they just eat,sleep,chat and do some work only..

FOURTH DAY…not much work to do also..check those rattan stock and those spraying thing’s stock..the rattan stock amount not same as what has written in the stock book..uuhhh..the supervisor dont ‘catat’ what has taken de..’gik sei’ me and my colleagues..then nevermind..suddenly they receive a call..that person ask whether BOSS come back already or not..ohh..they two like ‘kelam-kabut’ already..they know today BOSS will come back..just dont know what time only..after lunch came back..about two or three p.m. like that..the guard call in and said "BOSS dah balik"..three of us…wahhh..busy man!!haha..BOSS come back sure busy la..no work to do also find some work to do ah..keke..meet BOSS..hmm..he didnt say much just say last time i was that small now so big..sure la..people will grow ge ma..so long time didnt see me..sure big lioa ge la..keke..then later learnt how to use the faxs mechine..uhh..now only know how to fax and photostat things…

FIFTH DAY..means today la..i went to work..i think today im very early la..thought my colleague had arrive..’dim ji’ one also havent..just got two of them include me three people in one office only la..keke..stand outside there..like ‘kena denda’…when she came say why today i so early wo..keke..i just smile la..dont know what to say also..what i did today ah?rum here run there find people for those stock,salary things..then when come back..nothing to do again!then they give me papers to cut into 2..watlau!hire me to do those things only..really nothing to do la..when busy..really very very busy..when nothing to do..just sit there..read story books,sleep or listen to what they chat only..haih..what a boring work..hope next week will be very very busy la..i dont want to sit there anymore la..i want to learn more before i leave…life is like that..when you go out to work..your daily things will be the same for the rest of your life untill you quit the job…

**im finding my second job..so fast want to quit??sure not la..wait untill end of february..i will find my second job..got to try every job..want to have more experience and want to learn whatever i can learn before my school life starts again..

wait till i start my second job or wait till i get my salary la..then you will see my next blog..keke